Blessed.

I'm really blessed. Or maybe i'm too oblivious to things happening around me. I'll always be working in an environment filled with fun-loving people, in an environment i'd least expect it to be. Or maybe it's only the beginning. No matter what, i'll make the best of what i have here and now. 

First Love.

Do you remember the fuzzy feeling you get when you're with your first love?

I still do. I dug up so much memories of me and HD. I've always consider him as my first love even though i've had other immature relationships prior to the relationship with him. Anyways, back to digging up memories part. I dug up boxes of pictures, bus tickets, neo-prints. Things were so simple back then when nothing really bothered us much. Most of our quarrels were due to time spent with each other. I'm high maintenance and demanding most of the time. But i had a real good 2.5 years with him. In the end, i guess no matter how hard we try, how much we loved each other, we're just not fated to be together. Regardless of whether he knows it or not and as cliche as it sounds, i just have the urge to say that i really did love him back then. Thank you HD. 

Decluttered.

I know it's been long since i've last touched this space. It's almost a month since we've came back from our trip. One awesome trip indeed. I'm basically busy bumming around ever since i'm back. Well, other than bumming around, i did some job searching and major de-cluttering of my house, which btw, i felt damn proud of.

Pretty successful in terms of job search considering I managed to get a job which helps my resume look better in some ways. But i'm starting to think i'll be dreading work pretty soon although i'm kinda looking forward to start work for now. Excitement probably due to excessive bumming period. Heh.

Damn successful in terms of de-cluttering my house. Friends who visited my sty before knows how cluttered it is. And after many years of rubbish pilling, Fiona finally motivated/ instigated me to clear my room. I can't believe the amount of rubbish i threw away. But i guess it's a good start. You know, new job, new de-cluttered room. It's really true when people say if you want to de-clutter your life, you should start with your environment. Pretty damn true. 

Anyways, Phiyornah and I went on a short Bintan trip to celebrate Julius's 21st. It was a short but fun and worthwhile trip. You can read more on her blog.

P.S: I've finally developed my photos from my lomo. Turned out great minus the fact that ample sunlight is much needed.