Contradicting.

Now that I'm bidding goodbye to my teens in 2 months time, I kinda wonder why was I so eager to get rid of the teen behind my age when I was younger.


Sometimes I wonder what's the significance of removing the teen behind when I reach twenty. Why isn't it called twenteen instead? Does it mean that I totally have to give up being the youngest in the family, start supporting my parents and giving up my dreams? Once I started working, I feel the need to stop being the youngest one and start being the sensible one so that my parents can retire earlier and enjoy life. I feel even more pressure to grow up with my 20th approaching. Suddenly I dread my birthday this year. But the time will come sooner or later. So I'll still have to face the big two o soon enough. 


I guess growing up must be a painful for lessons to be learnt. Why dread this when you can embrace it? Life lessons learnt earlier could mean an smoother and easier life ahead. I need to be stronger.


Mummy, I'm sorry for getting mad at you. 

Fridays.

Finally, I've fully made use of my fridays running errands, getting things done. All my off days should be like this, not wasted away sleeping. Hehh.


I fear being too used to doing things alone now. 

Hooked.

I'm so hooked to them. And I love her quirky dressing. If only I can pull this off in SG, ppl would only see me as some crazy women. Hehehehh.