Tuesday, January 29, 2008

alright. life is crap shit for me today.

freaking stressed out by stupid public speaking presentation. why get so stressed up for something like that. crap. luckily there isnt other tests this week to add on to my stress.

i'm also freaking pissed off by him. why can't he be less sturborn& less selfish. after talking to jeslin on the bus yest, i tot about a lot of random stuff. the question is back to haunt me. am i asking for too much? on seconds tots, i dun think so. i have the right to want things my way at times. i dun always do things the way i want all the time.



Friday, January 25, 2008

hello people. i've been missing for 9 days if i'm correct.

i've been kept busy with shit loads of test. luckily next week is quite relaxing, without so many tests. i've yet to complete my public speaking presentation. it's crap, totally crap. suddenly, so many presentations to complete. sian.

i'll be mugging after cny. crap. hopefully i can maintain my GPA after failing some subjects during the term test.

something happened yesterday that made both of us tear. it wasnt about our relationship. but its about his family. i didn't know things in a family can be so bad. i feel blessed now, more then ever with my family. i wished i could do more for him. i can only wish. no matter how much i help will never be enough to help the situation. i'm now a unwelcomed guest to his house after what his mum said last night. it hurts me to hear whatever his mums says to him. for the first time, i seriously i want to say this, his mum is fucking mad.

i shall stop emo-ing for now. take care peeps. & also, pls tagggggg!

Friday, January 18, 2008

hi people! its been long since i've last updated. i've been busy, or should i say lazy. heh heh.

anyways, i tried updating the photos the other time, but it took too long. so, i gave up in the end. can go to my friendster to view the photos. heh heh. i'll upload all when i'm seriously free.

cny coming, but i'm least bit looking forward to most of it. other than the reunion dinner at grandma's hse. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH. that'll will be a sinful one. but, i guess my recent lost of appetite can help to reduce the amount of weight gained during cny period. heh heh.

my eldest sis came back from holiday with a ring from my future brother in law. so happy for her. but, still must wait for a few years before wedding bells will ring. sian. well, some good news better than none.

alright, gotta go. some last words, i think my blogging language is very singlish. I MUST CHANGE! heh heh. take care peeps!

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

hi peeps! long time no update. reason being, i went to KOREA! although i didn't get to shop much, it SNOWED over there. SO, the trip was considered worth it. heh heh. i got myself a son there also! i miss him so much now. shall show you the picture of him when i upload the photos.

HAPPY NEW YEAR & BELATED X'MAS!

my new year resolutions for 2008:
1. seriously study hard.
2. BE HAPPY.
3. anger management.
4. exercise more.

although some of the resolutions are kind of far from me, i'll try my best. after saying goodbye to 2007 & hi to 2008, i realised so many things happened last year. too many to mention, too many ups & downs. but still, like what i've said, goodbye to 2007, goodbye bad memories. heh heh.

gotta go. take care peeps!