Sometimes, women are such ironic creatures, things just doesn't make sense.
I'm one such typical women. I've been trying so hard to get rid of this someone for almost a year. And I've succeeded a few times actually. Totally no calls or text for a few weeks. But whenever there's no contact, I feel that something's missing somewhere and start yearning for his calls. I really feel like killing myself when this happens.
No matter how much you've taught me, guided and helped me, how much I loved your company, I still wish I never met you, never existed in each other's life. It's not about choice because there isn't any to begin with.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Abilities.
You know I normally know my limit when it comes to doing certain things. (Note: I said certain, not all)
But something I'm very certain I wouldn't go overboard doing something not within my ability. I wouldn't save an animal knowing that medical expenses is something I can't afford and expect some kind soul to magically appear somewhere to help you out. I wouldn't even consider entering a clinic and asking for free treatment. If I can't afford it, I wouldn't save the innocent life, end of story. If I want to save it, I would be prepared to pay for whatever expenses that comes along the way.
I used to think that passion conquers everything. Like, If you have passion for something, things will eventually work out no matter how much difficulties you'll have to go through. But after so much things that happened, I'd rather not have that passion. It's not because I'm not willing to go through with all the difficulties and trouble for things to work out. It's because sometimes, the trouble that I would eventually put people through would be too much. My mum always taught me not to trouble others in anyway, and I think it's true. People would eventually hate you after putting them through so much unneccesary trouble and drama when they were only out to help you.
Anw, I'm just pissed with clients.
But something I'm very certain I wouldn't go overboard doing something not within my ability. I wouldn't save an animal knowing that medical expenses is something I can't afford and expect some kind soul to magically appear somewhere to help you out. I wouldn't even consider entering a clinic and asking for free treatment. If I can't afford it, I wouldn't save the innocent life, end of story. If I want to save it, I would be prepared to pay for whatever expenses that comes along the way.
I used to think that passion conquers everything. Like, If you have passion for something, things will eventually work out no matter how much difficulties you'll have to go through. But after so much things that happened, I'd rather not have that passion. It's not because I'm not willing to go through with all the difficulties and trouble for things to work out. It's because sometimes, the trouble that I would eventually put people through would be too much. My mum always taught me not to trouble others in anyway, and I think it's true. People would eventually hate you after putting them through so much unneccesary trouble and drama when they were only out to help you.
Anw, I'm just pissed with clients.
Monday, February 14, 2011
Valentine's day.
Cheers to 2 years of singlehood! Thank you for leaving me and making my life a better one by doing so.
You have no idea how much I've acheived by myself, things that I know I wouldn't have done when I'm with you.
I sincerely hope you have a good one this year.
You have no idea how much I've acheived by myself, things that I know I wouldn't have done when I'm with you.
I sincerely hope you have a good one this year.
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