It's raining man!

it was raining yest. i wanted to update yest but my network was screwed up.

anw i just woke up from a 5 hr nap. wahahahaha. well. i need energy for tmr's store opening.

i wanted to catch ice age 3 earlier on. but... complications arised.

tmr will be a fullllll day. no kidding. from 5.30am till 6pm. F. which reminds me, i have undone tut. sian.

it's the time of the month. i'm in agony lah. sorry baby& darling for my moodswings earlier on.

it's JULY alr! omg. 2 more days to the genomar interview, 9 more days to fiona's departure, 30 mores days to my tioman trip. wahahahaha. i wonder what what lies ahead for the second half of the year. life has been getting redundant recently.

i want dinner. anyone?

i'm missing something but i can't point it out.

random thoughts.

this is seriously random.

i wonder why people exist.
i wonder why my mouth gets bigger when i smile as years pass.
i wonder why guys i'm interested in never seem to make a move.
i wonder when can i have enough money so i dun have to worry about my future.
i wonder if the china attachment will come thru.
i wonder when my parents can retire.
i wonder when will i be in love again.
i wonder if people think i'm desperate at times
i wonder how people see me.
i wonder what baby& darling are doing right now.
i wonder if i can cope with what's coming for me.
i wonder if the coming LOB will be fun.
i wonder if i'll be going out tmr.
i wonder what happened to tan kian yong.
i wonder if marcus lee ever missed me.
i wonder if anyone has a crush on me.
i wonder when will i die.
i wonder when will grandpa leave me.
i wonder how it'll be like with fiona going overseas.
i wonder how life will be like at home after november 20th.
i wonder what will i do after graduation.
i wonder if i'll be clubbing next weekend.
i wonder if we're going taiwan next year.
i wonder if i'll be taking the holiday visa next year.
i wonder when i'll be going for my contiki holiday.
i wonder if earth's end will really come.

p.s: this is not emo-ing. just unanswered questions, curiosity.

ok. bye.

i think there's more to come. wahahahaha.

anw, forgot to say, i'll be going diving end of july again. anyone interested?

anw,(again), my facial therapist said she felt more ''meat'' on me while doing my neck massage. hai. it's only carbo loading during the dive trip. i needed it. but apparently, i overdid it. f.

ok. bye. again.

laze.

ok. picture update again. i've been lazy. no updates recently. but. i did twitter ok. so compensated alr.

pictures consists of the following

1. sharleen in my sister's 50L bagpack (she seriously thinks she going to take a plane and refuses to get out of the bag afterwards)
2. gathering with the guys where most of us got quite drunk before 10. lol. losers.
3. random pictures with darling and adorable kitties in animal facility
4. random pictures with darling in elab
5. outing with huizi
6. maisy's visit. OMG. i tell you, she's like seriously so much fatter, she can't stop snorting man. F. but i seriously miss her lah. i wish i can abduct her. hahahaha.

that's my week. been busy with bpharm assignment most of the week. not much lessons this week either.

anw, it's seriously proven that, LAST is a redundant subject. i only attended 1 out of all the lectures and got 43/50 for the term test. i'm nt implying other stuff. it applies to everyone else. seriously. wahahah. it's my only A for my whole of poly years.

about the china attachment. i think i shall go for it. it's exposure i need. it's something i've been wanting, well, at least nt the research part. going away for 5 months will make me independant and make people miss me. wahahaha. kidding. hopefully, hopefully, it will still be on despite the rumours.

I MUST NOT TURN BACK. reminder to myself, yet again. i'm stronger alr. even though i still have no idea what i want, at least i know what i don't want.

if only guys can make up their mind.

ok. i'm off to finish up my book. back to my world of fantasy. :D

ok. bye.

Delima

this is the attachment place i mentioned yesterday. f. HOW?! there's an interview on 3rd july. should i go for it or nt. tsk. everything is so screwed.

Peektures update.

i've finally met a med student! wahahah.

some serious junk carbo loading for lunch after last dive. whahah.

told you i'm very colour coordinated.

they sell tongkat ali at pulau tioman lah. seriously. tsk. man.

i think this picture is decieving. haha.

basically, pictures includes tioman trip, random shot with partners and store outing to minds cafe.

anw, there maybe a chance where i'll be going to china for attachment. part of me wants to, part of me doesn't want to. hmmmmm.

anw, i wanna take advanced water diving soon. wahahahha.

ok. bye.