Thursday, April 14, 2011

Visual Orgasm




Maybe I wouldn't need a boyfriend afterall. Haha. As if this would work satisfying my needs. Like the title suggests, Ian seriously gives visual orgasm. So hooked to him. If only if, sucha boyfriend can just drop down from the sky.

Talking about boyfriends, I'm so used to doing things alone these few years, the thought of having someone someday kinda scares me. But I still dream of finding my Mr right and getting married someday, sharing the rest of my life with him. Even though I'm used to doing things alone, I still yearn for someone to share those experiences with me. I've also had enough of shitty relationships to know that good and lasting things are worth waiting for. I sound damn desperate here, but....... people do dream okay. :)

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

It's time.

It's finally time for me to move on to a new chapter of my life. I've been waiting for this moment for a few months. The initial waiting period was a bitch. But when everything came settling down, it felt good to know that my plans are finally falling in place. I'm really glad that things worked out the way I wanted it to when I was just starting to re-think my pathetic plans. This just shows that plans were not made in vain and when you're really set on wanting some stuff to work out, things will eventually work out when you put the required effort into it.


With things falling into place, it kinda reassured me that the perspective I have of life is worth sticking to. Just in case you don't know what it is, my perspective of life is to whatever you really want to do and not wait for the unknown. I figured that it's not worth waiting for the unknown when you have the ability to carry things out on your own. Why wait when the future is so uncertain. It's not as if the world would stop for if you put things on hold. The world would just go on, just like the saying that change is the only constant. 


Anw, I decided to change my domain name cause I've decided to let go of my past, my friends who can't be bothered anymore. There's no need for them to know what's happening in my life when they don't give a damn then. I didn't delete the whole blog as I still have memories worth keeping and I won't forsake all those memories when I move on.  I guess with a new chapter in life, it calls for a new start. A new, exciting and fulfilling is waiting for me. 


Also, as the new domain suggests, I really love minions.

Friends

It's scary how someone so gracious, kind, caring and honest could turn out to be one hell of a lying bitch you never knew existed until the trouble she created. It makes things worse when the front she puts up can still deceive people who genuinely trust and love her for who she is when I'm here suffering in silence.


I honestly don't give a damn for whatever trouble or nonsense you have created as long as it doesn't bother me. But why drag innocent people into this fucked up situation created solely by your fucking lies and irresponsibility? If your conscience was fucking clear, you wouldn't have fucking blown up upon simple questioning and created a fucking big fuss out of it and causing me so much trouble. I wished I never met you and trusted your passion. Thanks to you, I've learnt that no one in this world can ever be so selfless without hurting others.


I hope that we'll never be acquainted ever again. I'll pretend that I've never met you before and forget that you totally existed you MF.