chuck and blair is just modern version of some classic fairytale where lovers just dun end up together no matter how close it is. omg. it's infuriating. like f. well, i finished season 2.

i guess some people just never chose to tell the truth. they continue to lie, even after so long. i'm not an idiot. i know how to differentiate. seems like everything has been the same. for you and me, i'm still naive enough to believe at that point. the truth it there. i'm glad they did whatever they did.

how naive can someone get.

anw, i think i'm developing phobia, expectations too, i'm suffocating. things will be better.

skipped lab today due to gastric. it has been bothering me for quite some time since school started. i get it every now& then. went to the doc after lec. he told me that i may need to go for scope if it continues. something's wroonnnngggg. oh well. it's really irritating when i feel awful after every lunch in school. maybe i'm eating too fast or too much. but, oh well, let's see how things go. i can't imagine something sticking up my arse or down my throat. whahaha. sounds wrong, but it is something that could happen if i go for scope.

ok. i'll be off to do something. toodles.