You know I normally know my limit when it comes to doing certain things. (Note: I said certain, not all)
But something I'm very certain I wouldn't go overboard doing something not within my ability. I wouldn't save an animal knowing that medical expenses is something I can't afford and expect some kind soul to magically appear somewhere to help you out. I wouldn't even consider entering a clinic and asking for free treatment. If I can't afford it, I wouldn't save the innocent life, end of story. If I want to save it, I would be prepared to pay for whatever expenses that comes along the way.
I used to think that passion conquers everything. Like, If you have passion for something, things will eventually work out no matter how much difficulties you'll have to go through. But after so much things that happened, I'd rather not have that passion. It's not because I'm not willing to go through with all the difficulties and trouble for things to work out. It's because sometimes, the trouble that I would eventually put people through would be too much. My mum always taught me not to trouble others in anyway, and I think it's true. People would eventually hate you after putting them through so much unneccesary trouble and drama when they were only out to help you.
Anw, I'm just pissed with clients.
But something I'm very certain I wouldn't go overboard doing something not within my ability. I wouldn't save an animal knowing that medical expenses is something I can't afford and expect some kind soul to magically appear somewhere to help you out. I wouldn't even consider entering a clinic and asking for free treatment. If I can't afford it, I wouldn't save the innocent life, end of story. If I want to save it, I would be prepared to pay for whatever expenses that comes along the way.
I used to think that passion conquers everything. Like, If you have passion for something, things will eventually work out no matter how much difficulties you'll have to go through. But after so much things that happened, I'd rather not have that passion. It's not because I'm not willing to go through with all the difficulties and trouble for things to work out. It's because sometimes, the trouble that I would eventually put people through would be too much. My mum always taught me not to trouble others in anyway, and I think it's true. People would eventually hate you after putting them through so much unneccesary trouble and drama when they were only out to help you.
Anw, I'm just pissed with clients.
I think passion still directs our life in some kinda way. I can't be a good accountant coz ieven though I have the ability to do good maths, I can't force myself to survive in the job.
ReplyDeleteI gave up my passion and dream to be a vet becoz I know the limitations of $$$. But I found something else I'm passionate for along the way. I think in whatever we do, it's good to have a heart for it.
I understand the clients who owes $$$ situation. It's kinda frustrating isn't it? To call them like a loan shark and always asking them to pay. Encounter it at my clinic too. ARGH! :s
Irritating right! I'm so glad I'm leaving for some place where I wouldn't have to deal with such stuff and where I think my passion would be "revived" again. :D It's so true when you say that in whatever we do, it's good to have a heart for it. So damn true. :D
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