i'm homeless soon.
i'm serious.
i need a room for rent.
anyone?

because of a stupid key. i'm in trouble. i didn't plan to forget my key when i left the fucking hse. i didn't want to wake anyone up so i fucking left. what's your fucking problem. i'm fucking stupid for not bringing key out lah. i'm fucking stupid to not call the hse phone at 3 in the morning to wake everyone up to open the fucking door for me.

i'm fucking pissed off. i hate going to school. but you dun have to fucking worry because i won't waste your fucking money. i'll complete my fucking diploma.

i'm fucking moving out of this fucking perfect hse.

i'm not fucking perfect like you guys. I"M NOT. fuck off .

fucking perfectionist. fucked up people. fuck.

and you don't know how to fucking put down the fucking phone after fucking scolding me.

i'm going to get my fucking freedom i want. i won't be like your other daughters. i am not them. i am myself. i want to be free. i can't always be the daughter you want, you expect. just because my fucking sisters are smart and good, doesn't mean i have to be. you don't fucking say anything. but i know you fucking expect me to do as good as them. but the fucking reality is that i can't. i hate studying. i'm fucking stupid, just like what fucking daddy said. i don't care how much to dote on me. i don't fucking care anymore. i don't want to fucking care anymore. i'm not going to pretend and be uncomfortable at the fucking perfect home anymore. i'm not.

i'm moving out. period.