Goal.

I need a goal now since my life is pretty much goal-less. If you do not know yet, my application for the animal management course was unsuccessful due to my stupidity yet again. I felt like dropping dead that instant i saw the results. I mean there's a limit to everyone's state of stupidity. But i think mine is kinda limitless.


Anyways, I've gotten over the fact that my stupidity caused the rejection yet again. I've made promise to myself to never ever get rejected due to my stupidity. Only honesty can cost me chance, not my pea brain.


Back to the having some goal topic. As I was saying, I need a goal. So, I'm gonna learn wakeboarding! Wakakakaka. Sounds exciting huh. Without the need to say this, I HAVE TO GET MY LICENSE. I can't fail again. Imagine how much more stuff and places I can go if I drive. 


But, till my pay comes in, there's nothing much I can do. When pocket money was given, I never felt the pinch when spending money. But now when money spent is what I slogged so hard for, the pinch is so painful. Sorry mummy& daddy for being such a spoilt brat, spending money like there's no tmr.


I can't wait for end of the month. So much I need and want to do. And, and, and, Maisy is coming over for a short stay next month! So eggcited cause it's eons since I've seen her. You have no idea how much I want to abduct her and make her mine. :D


Till then, toodles. 


Note to self: Pls save up ah!