pain.
it's all that i felt the whole day.
physically& emotionally.
i'm drained out.

my leg's swollen like pig's trotters.
sprained it yesterday during training.
crap.

i've been invisible today.
totally invisible.
i don't know what the fuck is wrong.
somehow you just refuse to talk to me.
if i've done or said anything wrong,
does it kill you to tell me?
if that's how you want our friendship to be.
so be it.
i've tried,
i'll continue trying.
if it doesn't work.
i guess it's the end.

i've been emo.
i hate myself now.
when will i be normal again.
i hate to be in this world now.