this is how i'm feeling now.
blogging in school. freaking tired today. headed to sentosa yest with dear& friends. it was fun after so long lurr. seriously wished i didn't have school today, or maybe at all. anyways, lab lesson only lasted 90 mins instead of the full 2 hrs. i think i'm used to lab ending so early. at least i can stone. i've yet to START studying for the test later on. crap.

my life has been filled with many last minute stuffs recently. i think i shouldn't volunteer so much when i can't complete stuff. it's so tiring. but i'm constantly tired when i've hardly done anything. why am i so tired? i think it's just something mental. sometimes, a lil bit of appreciation from you would help. most of the things that come out from you about me is only criticizms. no one is fucking perfect. you're not that perfect either, but i don't mention much about you. can't you just let me do things at my own pace and of my own thinking. i'm fucking irritated by your temper. i'm not your punching bag. scolding me whenever you like because of small little things. it's not as if i do the same thing to you. you better enjoy the party. if not i'm not going to be good to you anymore. you'll be my punching bag from there. i seriously hope you enjoy it. i did put in effort for that.

i think that's enough. tired of complaining, tired of doing anything but to sleeeeeeeep. sometimes i hope that i just die unknowingly in my sleep. have you all wondered when will you last day be& who you'll spend it with? i always think of this. but i can never come out with an answer.