hello peeps.

it's dumb to come school for a 20 min lab lesson, then a looonnng break for 3 hours. so, out of boredem i'm here. anyways, miraculously, i mananged to squeeze into the bus this morning. wahahahahaha. i'm kinda proud of that. because normally, i won't bother to.

i think war is brewing at home. dad's unhappy with me staying out late or maybe marcus coming over to stay so frequently. it's not a maybe, it's a sure thing that he's unhappy because of that. somehow i want to prove to dad that i'm not like my sis. i won't be like them to please you. maybe you aren't expecting me to be like her, but i can feel it. marcus isn't as smart or as successful is sis's boyfriend, but he's still someone i love. please don't judge him based on whatever you know. there's a big world out there that you've yet to see.

somehow thoughts of leaving home have been in my mind recently. maybe it's because home isn't the place i want to return to anymore, especially with the pressure of exceeding unsaid expectations. damn. why are my sisters so smart and obedient. crap.

lastly, you stepped out of his life in the first place, so don't you ever dare step into his life ever again. not with me around. you do that, i'll give you hell.

alrights. i think i should be gone.