i think i'm ruining myself.
i don't know what i'm doing anymore.
how?

dear's 18th is next fri.
i hope everything turns out fine.
i hope he'll enjoy it.
then i can get my wii on my 18th.
WAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA!

i want to go prawning.
but i need to study.
i hate school!

sometimes, i admire others for their courage.
i'm nothing more then a selfish creature.
thinking of nothing else but myself.