Sometimes, I wonder if it's a good thing when people think I'm fooling around when I truthfully tell them my age. Of course they'll always think I'm much older.
On physical terms, i.e my face, I don't think I should be too happy about this matter. It's only a reminder of how much skincare products I need to stock up to return my "youth" when I'm still full of it.
Am I like overly mature for my age? Sometimes I hear conversation of school kids or teenagers outside, I kinda fear that my thinking is actually on par with them. I used to think I was very matured in secondary school when most of my thoughts were childish and naive. Or should I put it this way, I hope that I'm already all grown up and matured in the eyes of my family. At home, I'm constantly trying to pry the thoughts of my family. After being rebellious for years, I kinda got tired of it all and been trying to grow up for them to stop worrying about me. I wonder if I'm growing and maturing at the right pace.
I guess everyone must always look on the bright side sometimes. Although I'm constantly hoping that I'm overseas attaining my degree and enjoying my youth now, I'm still glad that I'm already out working even before I turn legal. I always tell people, I'm increasing my market rate for the future to come. Awesome thinking right? I mean, it's an undeniable fact.
For now, I'm just hoping for whatever I wished for to come true. I mean, things have been unexpectedly smooth for me these few years. No doubt there were some downtime in between, but I kinda always end up getting what I wanted to plan for. I'm not asking for more, just let my goals be reached regardless of whatever barrier that comes along.
On physical terms, i.e my face, I don't think I should be too happy about this matter. It's only a reminder of how much skincare products I need to stock up to return my "youth" when I'm still full of it.
Am I like overly mature for my age? Sometimes I hear conversation of school kids or teenagers outside, I kinda fear that my thinking is actually on par with them. I used to think I was very matured in secondary school when most of my thoughts were childish and naive. Or should I put it this way, I hope that I'm already all grown up and matured in the eyes of my family. At home, I'm constantly trying to pry the thoughts of my family. After being rebellious for years, I kinda got tired of it all and been trying to grow up for them to stop worrying about me. I wonder if I'm growing and maturing at the right pace.
I guess everyone must always look on the bright side sometimes. Although I'm constantly hoping that I'm overseas attaining my degree and enjoying my youth now, I'm still glad that I'm already out working even before I turn legal. I always tell people, I'm increasing my market rate for the future to come. Awesome thinking right? I mean, it's an undeniable fact.
For now, I'm just hoping for whatever I wished for to come true. I mean, things have been unexpectedly smooth for me these few years. No doubt there were some downtime in between, but I kinda always end up getting what I wanted to plan for. I'm not asking for more, just let my goals be reached regardless of whatever barrier that comes along.
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