Bruised

I fell while cycling at work and got bruised on my sheen. I think it's the worst one I've ever had. No, it's not excruciatingly painful. It's the worst one cause it never seems to heal and there's like a daily constant reminder that the bruise is still there. It's irritating the hell out of me. I'll somehow hit that exact same spot every single day and it hurts like shit, making me look like some fool while I rub my sheen. 

I kinda relate this feeling to what I felt when he called it quits. It hurt real bad when he called it quits. Then I started to heal real well when something hits me again, the cycle of pain and healing begins yet again. Like I said, no, it's not excruciating painful. But that nagging pain is pissing me off. Up till today, I don't know if I'm too bored or lonely, I tend to space out and travel back to the past and start the hate that I thought I've let go long ago. This cycle has to stop.

It's just one of those days. Just saying..