How was your day? Mine was bad.
The only thing I could do when I fell was to get up and continue riding. No one else was there to show any concern or give me a helping hand. I really felt like lying there until someone passes by to help me up. I really felt like sitting there and crying my eyes out. But it just wasn't the right thing to do. Life has to go on. I wonder whether there is any appropriate time in life to break down because of some really small and insignificant reason.
Somehow I thought my temper improved tremendously since secondary school days. But after things that happened today, it felt as if I took 2 steps back after taking only 1 small step forward throughout these years. I don't blow up but anger is written all over my face, I can't hide anything. I hate to be known by others in this manner, it simply makes me feel small and vulnerable. I hate times like this.
Just saying..
The only thing I could do when I fell was to get up and continue riding. No one else was there to show any concern or give me a helping hand. I really felt like lying there until someone passes by to help me up. I really felt like sitting there and crying my eyes out. But it just wasn't the right thing to do. Life has to go on. I wonder whether there is any appropriate time in life to break down because of some really small and insignificant reason.
Somehow I thought my temper improved tremendously since secondary school days. But after things that happened today, it felt as if I took 2 steps back after taking only 1 small step forward throughout these years. I don't blow up but anger is written all over my face, I can't hide anything. I hate to be known by others in this manner, it simply makes me feel small and vulnerable. I hate times like this.
Just saying..
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