i'm living on my own island.

Albert Camus once wrote, "Blessed are the hearts that can bend. They shall never be broken." But I wonder.... If there's no breaking, then there's no healing. And if there's no healing, then there is no learning. And if there's no learning, then there's no struggle. But the struggle is a part of life, So must all hearts be broken ?
-lucas scott

is it true? must all hearts be broken to have the struggle we need to encounter in life? sometimes why must life be so hard, who came up with the word struggle?

random stuff i feel like posting. 45 more mins to dear's 18th. hmmmmm. i'm worried for many things uncalled for. i hate it. i hate myself to think so much. what comes along, i'll just handle it.