Daydreams - Life

Life back in Singapore i belive is too fast paced for most people to simply sit down and think about life or simply to enjoy it for a few hours without having anything to worry about. Well, like i said previously, time is a luxury i have here. So i've got so much time to think about life.

I've made many decisions i've come to regret, something that i can never amend, something that i have to bring to death bed. Sometimes, i want to believe that regret is a sign of repenting and that maybe, there's still hope for amending things, and that karma wouldn't hit me. I'm a firm believer of karma. What goes around comes around. It really does, i've experienced karma too many times in my life to the extent i really fear what lies in my future for the hideous things i've commited in the past. The fear never left me, it bugs me every single moment i'm alive. The minority few who knew what i did should understand why i should fear karma.

Although the fear of karma exists with every breath i take, i'd still sturbornly commit unforgivable sins. I can't stop what i'm doing, i only wished i can stop. God help me, tell me how i can redeem myself.

To be continued...

Okay, anyways, the obove mentioned can be ignored okay. It's just reflection.